I haven’t uploaded a new video on my YouTube channel in over a year. That’s particularly concerning because I’ve been trying to make a video for the past four months and haven’t been able to stomach it.
I feel the confidence slipping away and I don’t know why. I’m not at a stage where I’m panicking, but I am rather annoyed with myself.
I’m studying my actions and mental attitude through all of this because I don’t just want to fix this system that isn’t working, I want to ensure I never take a “break” of this magnitude ever again.
The dam will break and new content will flow. My confidence will be restored and it’ll be like the past 13 months never were difficult.
I am hopeful and I am confident that my confidence and freeness will return.