It's time to take accountability for your actions. No more blaming others, blaming our circumstances, or defending ourself anymore.
The hunger to build the business or make fresh art after you've had some success is much harder than making artwork trying to find some success in the first place.
You're battling with yourself and trying not to get complacent when things start getting good.
The first win you get is easy, after that it gets harder and harder. Be prepared and demand better for yourself. No blaming others, this one is on you alone.